me'& you
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
「 ride it on 10:20 PM 」
today is the day, october 24th, i call it the wonderfuck day. this can be a special occasion for me as this word shall be used whenever i am experiencing what i feel now. its like joy and pain at the same time.

why did i come up with the word wonderfuck. ahh. the reason behind this is this, i was actually feeling happy and joyful, having fun with my cousins today. went down to wheelock for jap food and had ice cream, den went to warch THE PRESTIGE. i went home afterwards and had a row with my mum and my day went from fantastic to fucktastic. so this is why i came up with wonderfuck. its when u are feeling great one moment and the another like shit. so this is when u can use this word wonderfuck.

i dun really understand why she is so pissed, and how did the issue get so bad suddenly. one moment she was fine, the next, man!she changed. i really dont know wad is going on. how how how!!!! i know what i said over the phone, im just so sure of it. theres is no mistake abt it. even if there was, i feel that its such a small thing, why do we have to make things so unhappy. i nvr like to be this kinda situations. its just so not nice, feels really bad and weird.

sometimes, i just want to runaway from my life. escape, far far away where there are no problems and life will be carefree and relax. where can i find such a place? Does this place even exist? that is the real question. maybe someone should just come up with a brain washing drug. yeah that can be another solution. just let the person take it and he will forget everything. life will start afresh and all our problems will be gone. just forget about every single thing. complete wipeout, just leave the mind in a blank state.

i am really tired now. im gonna go and rest now. now is the time for me to ponder abt my thoughts and life. so ppl. cya.

aLoy