Thursday, September 28, 2006
damm. i thought i lost my bankbk. really scary. needed to make some transfers now, but i couldnt find it. luckily, it was in my mum's drawer or else im screwed. haha.
going out tmr for dinner and movie with cuzins, not really sure where i should go. hmm, was tinking of shenton way or somerset. maybe billy bombers? or japanese BBQ. cant seem to really make up my mind.
having a really slacked day today. accomplished majority of my work, so yeah, i decided to take a break. im just left with one history essay and 2 CLL essay. yea, thats abt it.
having a really bad hair day this month, cant wait for it to grow back into my lustrous black soft and silky hair. haha. just fucking around. nah. just back to the normal length. feel really uncomfortable with this hair now. haha. but no choice. sian.
i took early leave from school yesterday, was having a terrible headache. couldnt think, couldnt really concentrate on anything. took this opportunity to rest and orgainize all my stuffs. categorized all my studying subjects into different folders etc. spent quite a while just to sort it out.
had a talk with one of my friend, C. was saying that if we managed to get promoted to J2, maybe we will transfer to JJC. haha. anyway, that place is nearer to my hse compared to fucked up YJC, so freaking far, facilities also like crap. haiz. but thankfully, the people there are fun. made good friends. yeah, there might be the occasional quarrels and so on, but hey, after a while, its all behind us. haha. yeah.
anyway, 4F'05. remember the chalet that i told u guys abt, matthew is orgainising one in december, so what do ya guys think, November or December? lemme know soon. gimme a call or msg me. thanks. its fucking gonna be fun. just partying. all the kind of craziest stuff that we can do. haha.*cheeky smile*
so ill just end here, cya ppl.
118!!!continue to study ur asses off. perservere(sounds familiar eh:)).
aLoy
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
arh.im not feeling well today, had to take early leave from school because of a headache. but dun think that i rested, i have so much things to complete within such a short time. not sure if im able to do it. haiz. but ill try my best.
nth much to blog abt lately, it has all been studying studying studying for me. no time to do stuff, hopefully will have some spare time during the weekend, PROMOs coming in like two weeks++ time and having my GP test nxt week. damm, im stressed.
ok, ill just stop here. hopefully everything turns out well. cya.
aLoy
Monday, September 25, 2006
today really sucked for me. i just dont know why. i know my PROMOs is coming soon. but i just dun seem to have the mood to study. i have been feeling really screwed up lately. i dont wanna count the percentage i need to get in order to get promoted. i dont wanna see the results. why is life so fucked up, why cant it be perfect? or just be nice. like a good day everyday. no bad shit happening. no fucking exams. haiz. i think if this shit carries on, im gonna go into depression and might need counselling. fuck. i hate it.
we all have dreams. i wanna start my own company. i wanna make big $$$. i dont wanna live life suffering in future, such that we have to worry about stuffs. that we wont have enuff cash to do the things we want, go into dept or such shit. hell no. i dont want this to happen. live life in comfort, do the things i want. shit. why is it so stressful here.
hell. this aint gonna be a dream. ill realise it. its gonna happen. haha. yeah i know. ambitious, some of u might say. but who cares. we need ambitions. we need something to work for. so that life wont be meaningless.
but really what is life? is it but a dream? what is it? why must there be hardship? why must there be sadness? why must there be pain? somebody, tell me why.
something happened recently which made me really pissed off, well, not really pissed, but just upset. i dont know why it happened. was it a right choice? i bet that there is sure gonna be conflicts in the future because of this. but what can we say. nothing. the only thing that we can do is just sulk. what use is that. no fucking use i say.
went out for dinner wif my cuz and lets say 1/4 of the whole family. had some zhi ca ay yishun. was really cheap. cost about $63, and we had like 5 huge portions of dishes, inclusive of prawns and other stuff. it was sort of a small welcome back dinner for my cuz who just got back form Aussie.
got fucking nth else to say anymore, i just fucking hope that i wont retain or ill be really fucked up. hell. i might even consider going to poly because of this shit. the stress and workload is killing me. ok ppl. cya.
aLoy
continue mugging ur asses off for PROMOs than we go party afterwards ppl.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
well.i havent been blogging lately, the reason behind this is that i am feeling like fuck. there are many reasons as to why i am feeling like this, and i cant be bothered to say it all here. no apparent reason whatsoever. hell, just got back from a PW meeting frm sch, was a little pissed about some issues lately regarding PW, but im ok now. just forget it. shit happens when we least expect it to do so. so yeah. just fuck it. put it behind us.
ok. so here i am. sitting in front of my com or lappy. just typing away. i really dont have anything to type about anyway. well just to let the world know. my cuzin just got back frm Australia. he will be leaving in two weeks. so yea. ill have to take this opportunity and get as much help as i can before PROMOs and some PW work. haha. yi en, if u are reading this now. i bet u will say. no integrity.haha. but i dun care la. i allow u to ask ur bro for help. haha. ya i know. fucking fucked up entry. dont make no sense. but who the fuck seriously gives a shit. haha
im also gald that the fucking seeds publication shit is also finally over. i hope they dun bother me with shit anymore. they should all just fuck off and find somebody else to do their shitty work.haha. ok. enough about those mother fuckers. haha.
ok. i have nothing else to blog about anyway. so ill just end here. cya. CONTINUE TO MUG LIKE DOGS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
aLoy
Saturday, September 16, 2006
about this entry. i don know what to say. its gonna be a long one. i have so may things i want to say. i think there is an even number of bad and good things. where can i start? what should i talk about?
haiz. ill start with yesterday. during GP, something shitty happened. one of my frenz, while accessing my blog, accidentally showed it to the teacher, or not showed, the teach walked behind him and sort of got a really long glimpse of it. well, that really freaked me out. dont want a fairfield IT to happen to me. haiz. but i wont take down any of my post. cause its my blog. well, im not blaming u guys. cause i know that u didnt do it on purpose, so no hard feelings man.
ok enuff abt that. i was the backstage crew for the finals of the chinese K pop singing competition. one of my classmates managed to make it the finals. FELICIA=IDOL. haha. well, almost everything went smoothly on that day. felicia managed to clinch the second place. well, good job for her. although i felt that she should be getting first.yeah. i know, i am a little bias, but who cares, i still think the referee kelong.haha. did backstage with ZH, YM,eddie,helen,shannon and a few more frenz, forgive me if i left out ur names. had a really fun time. get to watch free concert and crap at the same time.haha.
all went really well. but. there was a little confict between my frenz. just the two of them. it is really just a small issue man, we are frenz, why do we need to quarrel about this? come on, lets just forget it. its over already. i know that its hard on u having to move stuff, but hey, u should also think about it in her perspective, do u really think that she chose to be the leader? hell no man. she didnt. she tried to ask for a change, but the teach says no. so what do u expect her to do. even the instructions on that day wasnt really clear. it was like the management fault. so lets just forget about it man. im not siding anyone or anything, although it does soung a little like i am. but i am just stating facts. ok. fine. maybe u are right. she should have went out with us on stage, as she is the leader. but she too doesnt know what to do. u can see the situation behind, so chaotic man. i feel that u shouldnt have raised ur voice so loudly at her, yes, u maybe right, but u should know that she is girl, so why embarrass her. somemore there were so many ppl. yeah, i know u feel embarrass too, but its like a very very brief moment that we were on stage, who the hell will remember us. the audience dont give a shit what we do, they dont care about us, they only care about the final results. so here u have it. i speak my mind. even if u were to ask me about this entry. ill still say the samething. both of u were wrong in ur areas. we are still frenzs afterall, this is like a small fuck issue, why blow it up. i say lets just fuck it and forget about it.
all that unhapy stuff over. i got back my chinese results yesterday too. goodnews is that i passed my cha guan but failed in my poem. shit. spotted the correct poem but got zero. how the fuck is that possible. shit. so yeah. overall, i failed. but on a happier note, i passed my history test. finally. passed. scored 15 out of 25, yeah. although it isnt really good, but ill work on it.haha. hope all u guys get fucking good marks too.hahaha.time to celebrate. oh yeah, and ill start my mugging on chinese too.haha.cannot neglect that as well.haha.
ok.about today, nth really specual happened. just caught up on sleep. and than went to sch again at 2. but before that, met eddie for lunch at KFC.haha. went for tutorial. realy learned alot this time. understood the fundamentals on answering the AQ and summary questions.haha.
went to play bball afterwards. played with XH,YC,YP and eddie. haha. had a game of HORSE. played for like half an hour, until it was down to just me and eddie, both of us had the same amt of alphabets, just down to the last one. who will win. who. haha. eddie. haha.not me. lost a cup of bubble tea. haha. but it was fun.so long didnt play bball like that already. so fun. should have more of these sessions.haha.
ok la. ill just stop here. wrote all that i wanted to write about. so ill end here. cya ppl. continue to mug like dogs for PROMO.haha.
aLoy
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
just had a test today. dont know if i am lucky or wad, but i just sort of managed to guess the correct topic for the day. i just hope that this guessing gets me a pass.haha.
ok. enough about that. today wasnt that bad. just that didnt felt like going for maths class after the test. was really tired and shagged. couldnt really think much and mr W, was such a pain in everyone's ass. dont know whats up with him. really weird guy. he can be funny and joking with u one minute, and the next, he goes all serious. wads up with him. because of his screwed up way of doing and handling things, everyone just cant help it but dislike him. he always thinks that we know wads going on in class, and expects that everyone understands the way he teaches. he goes around insulting us without knowing that he did. how dumb can a person be. just by the look on our face, u can tell that we are pissed. but nooo. he have to go on about it. cant help it that he makes me think what an idiot he is. well, he might be intellectually smart, but his EQ, no comments. i know i am "bad" by talking about a teacher like that. but hey. who doesnt right. everone does once in a while, mine might be like a long or quick while, but hey, its still a while. haha. dont know what to say about him, it just makes me feel...i dunno. what am i suppose to feel? haha.
during lunch time, the stupidest thing happened. u see. here is how it goes. i bought my food and brought it back to the table. i sat it down and took a seat myself. just than, my friend came back, and asked me to go get a drink. so i went. but when i came back. guess what i saw. a BIRD!!!!A FREAKING BIRD PECKING AWAY AT MY LUNCH!!! damm. how unlucky could i get. i chased it away and continued eating. haha. yeah. thats wad i did. haha. but after like 3 minutes. it sort of got to me that it was unhygienic. haha. dunno wad the bird put its beak into. haha. so i threw my food away and got a new one. haha. really dumb. haha.
after that. it was back to lessons. ended around 5:45 today. really shagged. still have some work left to do though. i better go do it later. ill go take a break first. catch some shut eye. wake up later and continue again. ok guys take care.
aLoy
CHIOLNG SUA LIAO!!!!STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!WORK HARD PEOPLE!!!!!HAVE FAITH!!!!
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
well. all i can say that it was a busy day today. had so much things to complete. i have a test tomorrow. and i havent finish studying for it yet. have this really bad feeling that i will fail it. i dont want. i have been passing. i dont want this in my record. i wanna get promoted to year two with all my friends. haiz. what can i do now??? just study lor. study until backside bleed. sian. haiz. but no fucking choice. haiz.
i know that all u guys are facing the same problem too. well. some of u might be having it worst. its just so retarded. i know. whining doesnt help. but it helps to release the tension thats build up inside u. it really feels very good when u let it all out. just find a place where we can just pen our thoughts down. anything we want to write about. random stuff and theres no one to correct us. yeah. this feeling is good. haha.
today went for my seeds publication thingy. could tell that YM was really stressed up becasue of this. there are some people who still doesnt help out. hey! i know that i dont do alot. but what the fuck man. i did somethings, how about u guys. u better help. cause it aint fucking fair. haiz. i know. who the hell reads the zhong zi thingy anyway. its practically a waste of time.
ok. i wanna hear some opinions. u see. its like this. the sch pays money to this publicating or publication company. who cares. anyway. since they have already hired their services, shouldnt they just do it for us. why do they need us to do it anyway. oh i know. they want students to take ownership of their things. but hey. whenever we have ideas or suggestions, u but ur ass in it and say NO. so u call that students ownership. bollocks man. bollocks. if u think ur so clever, why dont u do it urself. u think we have alot of time ar. i say fuck u la. where got. this is the period where we need to focus on our promos and PW stuffs. where got time for seed publication, so stupid. who reads it anyway. the sch everytime force ppl to buy one. no democracy. haiz.
cannot believe what i heard today man. u want artistic material for the cover page. u do it urself la. the principal cannot tahan our work. ask her do it herself la. she also got nth better to do. everytime sit around or just walk ard the sch like dog like tt. haiz. no brainer sia. like what the hell. think drawing is easy ar. sometimes its u hv it, u hv it. and if u dont. u dont. so it cant be helped one. not like we never try like tt.
now i am feeling like crap. im like so lost now la. dun know what to do. what shld i do. study i know. but i dunno where to start. where sia. where. omg. nooooooooooooooo.
haiz. this is really gonna be a crazy shit ass month. it'll just be about studying and studying. nth else. haiz.
so ppl. WORK HARD!!!!!WE ALL PROMOTE TOGETHER!!! NOW WE CHIONG SUA LIAO!!!NO HOLDING BACK!!! haha. yeah. this is what we can do.
haiz. just screw the seed publication shit. i bet if my friends were in my sch. they would say" seeds publication? i dunno. my seed u want anot? haha" ok la. lame i know. but its my blog.haha.so ya. ill stop here. ill just go rest and get up ard 12 again to finish up all the wrk. haiz.
byebye
aLoy
Monday, September 11, 2006
the holidays are finally over. well if u could count that as holidays. yeah. it really sucked.
had this mood suddenly to blog about certain things. like the fact that it was really dumb for me to go for the ushering duty on sat. it really was dumb. they dont need ushers at the mrt station. the majority who are coming are most likely to be ex YJCians. so come on, what makes u think that they need help in going back to their old school. we were also situated at the dumbest places. they placed us on the furthest routes to the school. what the hell. u think if there is a short cut for them, they will come our way ar. what the hell man. use some brains. well as much as u can, knowing u.
realised what a internet whore i have been lately. the moment i step into my room, which i spend most of my time anyway, apart from the kitchen, i will definitely turn on the internet. haiz. cant get rid of this habit. i dont know why, but i cant seem to log in to my msn messenger. i need to get in so that i can send my work out. damm. of all the times it had to break down, it had to be today. damm it.
here i am trying my utmost best to be as polite and civilised in my entries. abstaining from vulgarities. had to do so much editing. haiz. trying to change this bad thing.
have so much work to do. have to edit and entire section of my WR, send out my hist assignment and study chinese. there is also maths. haiz.
just got back my report card today. felt that i did better than my previous term. at least i havent been failing any of tests apart from GP. hell. i am working on it.
it seems like the amount of vulgarities i use nowadays have been increasing. i didnt use so much when was in sec sch. i think its because of the stress and the times when i feel like crap. i hate those times. i cant seem to get anything done. haiz.
i dun feel good this week. so forgive me if i am blunt in my replies. just feeling really stressed up. haiz. ill stop here. have too much things to whine about. i better go get some shut eye and try my luck with the msn later. take care and cya.
aLoy
Friday, September 08, 2006
im finally able to slp in and do wad i wanted today. really slacked off am i am feeling good about it. haha. yeah. much more relaxed now. no more fucked up annoying ppl to disturb me now. in the mood to do some wrk now. so ya. ill go do it now. nth much to blog abt anyway. byebye
aLoy
Thursday, September 07, 2006
im in one of my fucked up moods again.i keep having this mood more frequently nowadays, and it is only happening when i enetered JC.WTF man!!I really dun like this last minute stuff that the school is giving us now. its creating really alot of problems for me. have so much wrk to do, its never ending. this is really fucked up.
now!during the holidays, the sch have to come up with some motherfucking gala dinner. but if u let me say it, ill call it a cheebye dinner. u know why, cause the sch has got nth better to do, the teachers in charge are all freaking lazy, they expect us,students, to do all their shit for them. u think we are ur slaves, hell no!! luckily, there is a gay but understanding vp. he cancels the fucking ass teachers' plans and give us students a better life.(no offense ms ong and mr tay) ok. lemme continue,why?did they have to take up our free time. the amount of time we get to spend with our family is really little already. now they have to use our time to do some fucking ushering shit. wad. u think that those who are coming have no brains. u need us to bring them to the schoold like dogs.(just an analogy)they have mouths and functional brains. wad the hell man. they definitely know how to read a map and ask for directions. im pretty sure that if they ask, some kid sould will point them in the correct direction. the sch is not that hard to find, afterall, its like a really big looking fugly kinda building and has the name in front of the sch. its really hard to miss. so i dun understand why is there a need for us to do this shit for them. there are cca leaders, councilors and so many working staff. they can be used, why do they need to mobilise such a big group of students.
i tell u. its really stupid. the sch practically takes up all of our time. they might as well justtake back my holidays. right. u think that everyone is willing to stay and help out for this shit. we didnt come voluntartily. we were forced. wad the hell. why is it that those teachers who dun have anything to do can just slack off. the teachers are here longer that the students. they can answer and help in a more effective way. why choose us. even if we help. do we really need to stay on for that long. why stay until so late. for wad. dumbasses. those of us at the carparks. wad do u want us to do. look after their cars like dogs ar. crazy man. really clever of the sch. damm. they shld just put up a list and ask for volunteers, im sure that those hardcore supporters of the sch will help.
ArRRR!!!bitchass!!cant leave us in peace. shit. how do they expect us to study for our promos when they use up like 100% OF OUR HOLIDAYS. when we go back, they will ask, how was ur holidays students?? was it good?? FUCK YOU!!!NO!!!!HOW THE FUCK CAN IT BE GD WHEN U KEEP TAKING UP OUR TIME FOR NONSENSICAL FUCK SHIT!!!! stupid fucktard question. asshole.
ok.i feel much better now. after getting all these pent up frsutrations outta my system. yeah. feel much better. now im gonna go to slp. and im not gonna give a shit about the nxt few days. im just gonna do my stuff. ill think abt going for the gala dinner, ill based it on the numbers. if too little ppl are going, den just fuck it. waste of time. they can go fuck themselves.
aLoy
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i finally saw your true colours.i treated you as one my good friends but u had to take advantage of me. u are a fucking asshole.i hate it when someone goes back on their word regarding fucking important issues. hell!!i dun give a shit if u are reading this entry now. fucking cheebye. yeah!!im going all out on a vulgar frenzy right now. we stood up for u when u needed us, u fucking loser, we trusted u asshole. u fucking betrayed it, now the friendship is over jackass, its gonna be fucking crazy now. cause we want an answer, u bastard.
and yea!!!who the fuck is ANON.stop fucking tagging my board without leaving ur pathetic name. i told u abt it u motherfucking asshole. i bet u are the kinda person who one first meets u, one doesnt like u. but when one gets to know u better, one hates u. yeah!!!fucking loser. dare not write ur fucking name down ar. go around fucking spamming my tag board. na bei cheebye. if u are someone i know, hell, i fucking regret knowing u. cause this is not wad friends do to each other. u better not let me know who the fuck u are. just fucking stay away from my blog loser if u really dun like me that much. why go on hiding behind some fucking computer of urs and start insulting me.just come and confront me. why??fucking no balls ar. asshole. if u tell me that u fucking forgot to write ur name when tagging and u meant it as a joke. im cool with that. but dun insult me on my own blog u fucker. I SURE AS HELL MEAN IT BITCH!!!FUCK OFF U RETARDED MOTHERFUCKING PIECE OF SHITBALL!!!! cause if u wanna play this game, u might as well play my game. its called house. u be the fucking door and ill slam it. BITCH!!!!
Next to another "friend"---i dun go around questioning friendship.so dun give me some kinda fucking attitude that i fucking owe u a living. cause i sure as hell dont. i take ur nonsense. i dun hold grudges against u cause i know that u are stressed up already. so dun fucking treat me like its my fault when something goes wrong, dun gimme that face that says u are right i am wrong. cause u know deep down that it isnt true. u push the blame onto me, ok, fine one time two time i can take it. but when the third time comes, dun blame me for being crude, saying that i dun care about ur feelings, what the fuck man. u started it. just because i give in easily doesnt mean that i am a pushover. u better know that. FUCK. just think about it man, fucking think it over. it was never my fault to begin with. if u wanna spoil this friendship thats been built over these years man. go ahead. im game for it. i dont wanna have a friend whose taking advantage of my trust. just go think it over.
this is one fucked up entry. so yeah. this sums it up. just to let ppl know that there are still FUCKTARDS out there. some ppl really isnt worth my time.
aLoy
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i just wanna start by blogging about last evening. went out with ZH, XH, yi en and muriel to serangoon gardens to chill. we reached around 6. it was really early as muriel could only come at about 8 plus. so we decided to go over to coffee bean or was it starbucks?? couldn't really remember. anyway, we found a place to sit and ordered our cuppa ice blended drinks. i had mocha. wasnt really that good. maybe just didnt have the mood for it. we sat around and had a little emo discussion about people passing away. was really emo talk. felt really sad. i was like WTF!!! isnt this suppose to be a fun outing.
we waited till 7 and couldnt take it any longer. decided to go to a nearby pub and have a drink. it was still happy hour at that time. so yeah. beer was really cheap. sat around and started talking about random stuffs like fear of getting retained and so on. played BIG 2 for a while till we got bored and headed over to chomp chomp to wait for muriel. ordered some reallu huge glass or was it a mug ot jug of sugarcane each. bought some stuff to much one while waiting. finally when she came, we ordered some seafood. yeah. the food was relatively cheap. affordable and good.
might go again soon.haha.really like it there.
after dinner the group of us decided to go and sing some karaoke. i like the song by this dude zhang zhen yue called gan mei mei.haha.yeah.the lyrics is cool. me and yien also managed to change some of the songs lyrics. really enjoyed myself yesterday. damm.it was fun. but im broke now.have to watch my spending these few days.missed the last train home yesterday.fuck.had to take a cab home instead.paid 18 fucking dollars.dont know wad these cab companies are fucking thinking. raise the prices and make us suffer.really cheebyeing act.fuck them.anyway,thats alll about it for yesterday.
today, i went to school at around 9 30 or so. had my chinese lesson and afterwards went over to grandma place to take a break before heading back for a PW discussion with mr sim. i hate PW. really dumb thing. they should just assess us based on out individual levels.screw them.assholes. also found out that i had tons of wrk to do during this period of time.reallly fucking anal.spoiled my holiday mood.dun they fucking know wad the holidays are for. stupid assholes. i also have to attend a meeting in the morning and look at a gaytard give me my briefing.hope he makes it quick. cause he can be really long winded if he wants, fucking prick. taking up my saturday just to do something that doesnt benefit me and my frenz, stupid ass shit. haiz. literally man. this thing can just fuck off. what a freaking waste of time. shit.
ill stop here for tonight.so much fucking things to do yet so little fucking time.haiz.
aLoy
-peace out-
Monday, September 04, 2006
went to watch monster hse just now. haha. wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. the story line was kinda lame but the graphics was good.haha
went to eat country mana for dinner. ordered this really large serving of ribs and chicken. had a beer. some side platters and a bowl of their special house soup. haha.ate so much. lucky have 4 of us, or else sure gone case one.
anyway....all fmss 2005 batch, theres's like gonna be a party at RSYC, drinks and DJ, so ya..if interested...just let ZL know...haha..ya not me...but ZL...haha
ok la..nth to blog abt now...so ya...ill end here...byebye
Saturday, September 02, 2006
holidays are finally here....yeah...but too bad...lack of activities to do...sianz....
i wanna go out on monday....thinking of going serangoon gardens with yi en and Zh. calling a few of my other frenz, but they have not replied yet...hmm....hope they can come...than it will be more fun...haha....heard from aloy of ppl that the place chomp chomp is really good...food is better than NEWTON....haha...dying to go down....but if last minute any changes occur...than i think ill go down and have charchoal bbq....at NOMOTO...haha...so ppl...lemme know soon ya....msg me or smth....
nxt fri and sat is burned...shit...stupid CIP thingy....why must use up our holidays...why????what are the councilors for man...why use us...not them...they are our "leaders" haiz...no offense dylon....haha...seriously...hate it when the sch uses out rest time for nonsensical stuff that doesnt involve us any onebit.....really "clever" of them...haiz...but no choice...haiz...sianz......
so boring now...nth to do...just going ard messing with ppl....haha...trying to kill my boredom...haha...
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................ill end here....byebye
aLoy
Friday, September 01, 2006
haiz. frenz, its not that we dun treat u like u exist, we know that u are there, i thought as friends we should talk about things...dun keep it inside u....its not good... we sometimes unintentionaly do things that might hurt u, we do not know it....but the moment we found out about it...we are sorry about it...
dun ignore us...dun think that just because of our unintentional hurt we gave u...means that we do not care about you...NOOOO...this is not the case...we care...we really do...i know that its is hard to listen to us now....but i hope that once u feel much better...u will give us a chance...dun hold any grudges against us please....cause as a friend...i really am concern about u...dun think that it is pity that im giving u...its not...
i dunpity ppl....its not my kinda style...when i am concern about u...i truly am...dun think any other way...
frenz...trust me... we do not intentionally hurt anyone of u....even if we really do...its unintentional...so here i am saying sorry to u....cheer up pls...give us a chance...i treat all my friendships very importantly...
know that u can always talk to me when ur feelin down...dun keep it to urself.....
aLoy
