「 ride it on 10:32 PM 」

haiz!hv so many things to do today. first i have the WR, next the hist, and lastly econs......no mood to blog anyway....blog again tmr...byebye

「 ride it on 10:20 PM 」

haha...finally....holidays are coming nxt week....yeah!!!!rest time....haha....just need to get over this week first....clear the tests and do them well...haha....lots of econs wrk to clear as well...better start working on them tonite...

anyway....wasnt such a bad day today....supposed to go to malaysia with family but couldnt cause passport expire.....arhhhh!!! haha...and even if i could go...i could not...have other commitments like doing PW....haha....dun even know why i am whining...haha....was late for PW today....met up with YM..adel and rekHa at woodlands regional library at the cafe....manged to get our proposal and ideas formulated...accomplished quite a significant amount today...so yeah...not that bad...have to hand up the written report by this week...so better start bucking up...ill try to clear as much as i can by tmr....haiz...no choice....

after the meeting...went for lunch with adel and ZH...had pasta mania...talked some crap and went home after that....and my day has been like mugging the whole time since ireached home...was to lazy to go out and buy dinner..so i ordered macs...so convienient but fattening...haha...sound like girl i know...haha...

nth to blog abt anyway...so ill end off here...

put trust and faith in frienship...having these would make it better...no matter what a friend does...its ok...let it go after a while...no hard feelings...................................

hmm...wads going on??why is everyone suddenly so emo??why??it seems like its happening to everyone of my friends...why are they begining to question friendship...does it really matter?? i always thought that as a friend...we should standby one another regardless of wad is happening...we shouldnt bear grudges against one another for so long...if we dun like something that our friend is doing...we should just tell it to them...dun keep it inside...ull spoil the friendship eventually because of the many doubts that u will have...

i always believe in this...come on...the moment i feel that u are my friend...u are...i wont hold grudges against u...even if we quarrel....a word sorry should close the matter up...dun hold on to something that has already pass...its not worth losing a friend over such a small issue...

we cannot define friendship....its all based on gut feelings....if we are friends and u are facing some kinda problem or difficulty...we can always talk abt it...dun keep it inside u...why act happy when one is actually not??its not worth it....there are definitely friends around u who will listen to u....dun feel sorry for urself or think that u might have done wrong....it might not be ur fault...if ur so called friend decides to ruin the friendship created over the years over a petty or minor issue....den its not worth it...he or she is not ur friend than...cause the understanding of each other is lacking...

im feeling really emo now....never like to question friendship....its all based on mutal trust with one another....just this and nothing else...there shouldnt be any rules to start a friendship...that definitely isnt a friendship...

so ppl...friends...stop the emo things...dun think too much abt it...if i know u and u know me...im ur friend..dun question it...just trust it...dun betray it..........ill stand by u guys whether right or wrong...u have my trust and faith........so yeah..thats abt it for today........................friendship...dun question it or there is no meaning abt it anymore................................................

「 ride it on 10:05 PM 」

tired and sianzzz.....still have abit of homewrk left to do...hope the holidays come soon....haha...den can rest...not enuff slp these few days...cant seem to really pay attention....haha...but its ok...ill just do my wrk by myself...luckily have gd teachers who will take the time off their breaks and sit dwn with us and explain things to us...haha...especially chinese...having difficulty with chinese lit now...damm....so much things to know....having a hist test tmr as welll.know all my facts but cant seem to apply it....arhhhh!!!!!

got back my chinese results today as well...did really well...got 74.5/100....yeah!!!!haha...finally managed to pass on of my chinese papers...woohooo!!!!haha...anyway...nth much today....

it was YM birddae yesterday.....haha...ok la...birthday...one yr older....haha...that bimbo...haha

just got back frm jacks place...had T bone steak and lobster bisque...went to west coast outlet....was really gd....haha....ok la...i know....nth much to talk abt than dun talk rite....haha...ok...i stop here....go do econs...cll...hist..haizzz.....hahaha.....
byeeeeeee!!!!

「 ride it on 10:04 PM 」

just another day past...had my GP test the previous day...dunno how the results will turn out to be like...hope i pass...felt that it was quite a tedious test...had to literally rack my brains just to come out with some shitty crap answer...it might even be wrong...ARHHHH!!!!! haha..cant do anything abt it anyway...

today passed by quite quickly...had fun playing hand ball during P.E...haha...i think that i should start going on a diet...getting quiute FAT...i keep saying ill do it...but it doesnt seem to be working..haha...wadever...it must be the stopping of rugby training...damm...need to do smth abt it...

have a maths test tmr...haha...havent really started practicing it yet...haha...better go do smth abt it later...shit...still have hist to do..aiya..too much wrk liao..how???? haha....

anyway...was really late for sch...while i was on my way to sch...at jurong east station waiting for the train...this ang moh lady who was getting out of the train sort of stumbled and almost fell...haha...luckily or not so lucky her...she did not fall..why was this so...there was this old man..who managed to put his hand out in time and stop her...oh!!!did i mention that this old man was actually a dirty old man...haha..yup he was...his hand and fingers started to move ard her back when he stopped her...he went in a cricular motion...SO FREAKING OBVIOUS LA....MOLESTING HER IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!! but..but...he got screwd by the ang moh lady..she shouted at him..WTF!!!!haha...the old man actually smiled at her!!!now this was the funny part..haha...damm comical and dumb...

ok la...wrong of me to be lauging at other ppls plight...but hey...wanted to share this with my frenz...haha...better get started on my maths...and hist..and chi..and econs....OMG!!!!kk....better start now...BYE!!!!

「 ride it on 10:05 PM 」

haiz...sianz...there is just so much things to do and not enough time...haha..i think all my friends would feel this way since promos is coming soon...so much things to study and orgainise...but on a happier note..manage to get some of the things i want done...but theres no studying involved...havent been parting this few weeks...just havent the time...sry guys!!really have no time...maybe after october...drinks on me than...as if...haha...

went out the other day and got some brochures for some music schools...any recommendations people...lemme know k...msg me on my hp or just tag me..haha..there were some really FUCKING BASTARDING people today...went for macs with my mum...waited long for a parking lot...and than when we found one...some CB went and snatch the lot...had to restrain myself frm literally fucking the person up his freaking @$$...just go up there and RIP his bloody anus or balls out...haha..cruel i know...but i was feeling that way at that point in time...couldnt help it...haha...

anyway...my mum being kind...didnt pursue the matter and just waited for another lot...luckily..we didnt have to wait long...haha...sometimes...it really disgust me to see such ppl...even in the case of taking the train...there are always ppl rushing to get in first..this always results in the pushing and shoving...its as if they waited for a few more seconds their cock or breast will fall off...haha...crude i know..but hell..its my blog...this thing really pisses me off...even when they get on...they wont move into the center of the compartment...they just stand ard the door area...depriving others a chance to board...it would be ok if it wasnt peak hours...stuopid ppl..

haha..ok...i think ill stop here...have alot of unfinish hmwrk left to do...haha...kk..byebye
and...4Fers...il gonna orgainise another outing...gimme some suggestions and lemme know when u guys are free...help me let the others know as well...thxthx...haha

「 ride it on 10:35 PM 」

finally!!!i have a new template....and this is thx to my gd friend wei xuan...haha...helped me alot...thx man..owe u one...

had to go to school ard 8 this morning...went dwn to hwa chong JC for some kind of seminar...didnt really pay attention to what the lecturers were saying...it was BORING!!!!only understood the part abt famous prostitutes and what were their thinkings...haha....other than that...was goofing off with yi en...haha...

ms ong and zihao was kinda freaky...in a gd way ms ong...XD...haha...playing with their soft toys...ms ong's was a panda while zihao's was a go leo lion or smth like that...haha..wadever...
after the lecture...went dwn to plaza sing with yi en and zihao for lunch...had carl's junior...too much for me and yien.. but zihao could actually finish his huge meal up and still had APPETITE for another box of fries...i tell u ppl...dunno whats living in his stomach...haha...kinda corny i know..who cares...its my blog...haha...eddie came later as well...even eddie felt that the meal was too much...its EDDIE ppl...u know wad i mean...if he says its too much...den its too much...but it wasnt enuff for zihao..i think i have proven my pt...and wad is it???i dont know!!!haha

went dwn to candy empire again after that....haha...seems like a place where almost everyone frm 118 goes....class hangout...zi hao calls it..anyway...bought alot of things again...this time...i am satisfied...haha...feel like a little kid whenever i go there...bought this really cool lolipop which says mystery flavour...havent tried it yet...when i do...ill let u guys know what it really taste like...haha...ok...i think ill end here...nth much to write anymore..haha...wadever...ok...gtg go study noW...byebye

「 ride it on 10:01 PM 」

finally, smth turned out right....although had another case of bad luck...the day turned out fine...

it wasnt such a bad day today...didnt really have much to do...just attended some lectures and started talking cock with yi en, adel and xue hu in the library...talked abt some really freaky stuff..smth to do with armpit hair and tactics of the girls basketball team that they use to defend...it was really funny...if u wanna know what kinda DIRTY tricks that they use..u can ask me...but i might nt tel u...hAHA..MR T sort of reprimanded me and YM during hist lecture for toking...he went on saying things abt we always do not know what we are doing and keep complaining to him that we dun understand the lessons...but its nt true...

we did take dwn our notes...the whole lecture wass sort of fun..he really shld loosen up a little...everyone in the lecture was finally enjoying it...but no...he had to spoil it...so uptight...damm!!! worst than a naggy old woman..haha..just jking...

the auditions for the teachers day performance by yi en and gen was also reeaaaallly gd...they were like one of the best grps out there...really hope that we can still play for the chineses thingy....

anyway...went out for dinner with muriel yi en and gen after everything was over...had MCs for dinner...talked abt some dumb stuff and muriel went on with her really cold and lame jokes..laughing at it by herself...typical muriel..haha...nth much to write...so ill end here

BYEBYE
thanks Zihao for helping me set up my tag board... XD

「 ride it on 11:05 PM 」

What the fuck man!!!!!!!!!things really hasnt been going my way.....i have things breaking down on me....whenever i try to do smth, the muthafucking thing starts to spoil...money has been another issue...its been slipping out of my hands like water...school is also beginning to SUCK....so much wrk to do...it feels like its never ending....did i really make the right choice in coming to JC?????FUCK....WTH....no turning back...its been a really bad start of a week...hope it ends soon enuff...i need time by myself...i need to think...i need to plan...FUCK ITTTTTT!!!!!!! IF someone out there is playing a joke on me or smth...it fucking better stop now...my life feels like shit...FUCK!!!!! So many things to do but so little time...damm it....

somepeople tell me to plan my schedule...but i say fuck u...u dun know me...u dunknow what i am feelin rite now..so just back off...u think i am having it easy..hell no!!!!u muthafucking better back off...leave me alone and stop telling me what to do....im changing...im not who i used to be...leave me alone...just leave me alone...you think i dun wanna wrk hard and achieve smth while i am in JC...i really am trying to keep up...im not cut out for this kinda life...im already pushing myself to the limits...dun have anytime left to do the things i want...its all on studying...

yes...maybe smth did turn out rite..scored well for my econs test...did better than i expected..hist tuned out ok too...but chinese...used to like it really much...but now...its feelin all so weird...i cant cope...used to be able to speak it with not much of a problem...writing too..but now...damm...cant even formulate proper wrds in my head...wad the hell is wrong...

i need my own space...i need solitude now...im gonna wack the next muthafucking son of abitch who pisses me off...i dun give a shit what happens next...fuck it!!!! JUST CUT ME SOME SLACK!!!!!!!!!out.........

「 ride it on 12:22 PM 」

hey hey!!!! This is my first blog...finally created it...hahahaha

anyway...this is a really shitty week ahead...theres so many fucking tests...no time to do the things that i want...just studying all day...no life...but..what can i do??? NTH!!! arh...hope this week passes by fast and let the weekends come faster...den can go candy empire...hahaha

anyway...i better start studying now...shouldnt waste anymore time....bye!!!!