me'& you
Thursday, October 19, 2006
「 ride it on 12:09 AM 」
wooo!!finally! i was trying to get some muthafucking acces to this webby like the whole night. i tried and tried, but it couldnt work till now. wonder what happened, hmm...maybe some sort of internal network or upgrading shit. yeah. that has gotta be it. no other explanation for it. yup.(if u couldnt tell by reading, this is sarcasm..duh)

yeah. fuck u if u think u have a problem with the way i am writing my post. just screw off. yeah. go fuck urself. go and have the time of ur life, since no one wants u. you can try the whole night trying to fit that pathetic small penis of urs up ur ass, it would be a fucking miracle if u can do it. ill take my hat of u and call u a freak if u are able to do it.

ok. i know. this is just some fucked up entry right, but this is the place where i let out all the pent up frustrations inside of me. so enjoy. i am not having the time of my life now if u really want to know. really worried about how well ill do for this PROMOs, whether ill promote or freaking retain. retain..hmm..it will be the biggest set back for me, it will screw up my plans for the future. but hey, im suppose to look at it on a brighter side right, take it as a foundation year to familiarize myself with the subjects and work harder nxr yr. HELL NO!! thats not what i want, that aint no fucking bright side, the only bright side of things will be that i get promoted to JC2. yeah, that will be it.

i too have no idea what the hell is wrong with this fucked up school of mine, apparently, after PROMOs it should be a holiday for everyone till the stupid oral presentation for PW and the damm chinese paper. but noooo, it isnt, lessons as per normal. fucking assholes. why is it that life is beginning to not look so promising and good ahead. would it be better if i was in poly? or would it be the same and i would still have this kinda feeling.

yeah, maybe it would be a better place there, cause of the friends i know and the way we did things. it was so relaxed and fun. we enjoyed and played to our fullest. but would it actually be good for me? ill never know will i. if only there was such a thing as a time machine,i would than be able to go back in time and experience it and maybe alter a few other things in life. how nice would that be yeah. but thats just wishful thinking on my part, just a dream that i have.

tomorrow is the maths paper, i really am not confident about it. hell, i was never a maths persons from primary school till secondary school. how the hell did i even score a B4 for maths during my Os still remains much of a mystery to me. formulas, what are they really. the teach keeps on saying, u have ti know the concept and apply it correctly. u know how to do this just read the question. u think that we are so dumb as to not read the question before consulting u. what? u think we are dumb, maths is something that u u dun understand the fundamentals of it, u will not be able to undetstand the rest of it. stupid bugger, think u know everything about us. fucker. prick. pig.

yeah. this is gonna be a really long entry, and u cant do shit about it. i finish my papers by friday, thats a relieve, just two more days or should i say one as my paper is like in another 6 hours. my pals and i will be heading to serangoon gardens where we will de stress and just NUA. talk about our bleak future. oh yeah, there it is, its fucking becoming blurrish. come on get back in focus, oh yeah. maybe we just de toured. hmm. where are we. really. can someone tell me. anyone. no? ok. ill look for myself.

anyway, really looking forward to the weekends, thats the time where we will enjoy and be FREE!! till we get depressed again, yes again, when school reopens. so this is it ppl. im just gonna go to bed know and stop here. ill continue my nonsense again tmr night. so yeah. take care ppl and bye.

aLoy

gd to know that i have gd friends out there. u know who u are, so yeah, nt gonna name..too lazy, cause thers to many. gd luck and work hard.