me'& you
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
「 ride it on 10:17 PM 」
well. all i can say that it was a busy day today. had so much things to complete. i have a test tomorrow. and i havent finish studying for it yet. have this really bad feeling that i will fail it. i dont want. i have been passing. i dont want this in my record. i wanna get promoted to year two with all my friends. haiz. what can i do now??? just study lor. study until backside bleed. sian. haiz. but no fucking choice. haiz.

i know that all u guys are facing the same problem too. well. some of u might be having it worst. its just so retarded. i know. whining doesnt help. but it helps to release the tension thats build up inside u. it really feels very good when u let it all out. just find a place where we can just pen our thoughts down. anything we want to write about. random stuff and theres no one to correct us. yeah. this feeling is good. haha.

today went for my seeds publication thingy. could tell that YM was really stressed up becasue of this. there are some people who still doesnt help out. hey! i know that i dont do alot. but what the fuck man. i did somethings, how about u guys. u better help. cause it aint fucking fair. haiz. i know. who the hell reads the zhong zi thingy anyway. its practically a waste of time.

ok. i wanna hear some opinions. u see. its like this. the sch pays money to this publicating or publication company. who cares. anyway. since they have already hired their services, shouldnt they just do it for us. why do they need us to do it anyway. oh i know. they want students to take ownership of their things. but hey. whenever we have ideas or suggestions, u but ur ass in it and say NO. so u call that students ownership. bollocks man. bollocks. if u think ur so clever, why dont u do it urself. u think we have alot of time ar. i say fuck u la. where got. this is the period where we need to focus on our promos and PW stuffs. where got time for seed publication, so stupid. who reads it anyway. the sch everytime force ppl to buy one. no democracy. haiz.

cannot believe what i heard today man. u want artistic material for the cover page. u do it urself la. the principal cannot tahan our work. ask her do it herself la. she also got nth better to do. everytime sit around or just walk ard the sch like dog like tt. haiz. no brainer sia. like what the hell. think drawing is easy ar. sometimes its u hv it, u hv it. and if u dont. u dont. so it cant be helped one. not like we never try like tt.

now i am feeling like crap. im like so lost now la. dun know what to do. what shld i do. study i know. but i dunno where to start. where sia. where. omg. nooooooooooooooo.

haiz. this is really gonna be a crazy shit ass month. it'll just be about studying and studying. nth else. haiz.

so ppl. WORK HARD!!!!!WE ALL PROMOTE TOGETHER!!! NOW WE CHIONG SUA LIAO!!!NO HOLDING BACK!!! haha. yeah. this is what we can do.

haiz. just screw the seed publication shit. i bet if my friends were in my sch. they would say" seeds publication? i dunno. my seed u want anot? haha" ok la. lame i know. but its my blog.haha.so ya. ill stop here. ill just go rest and get up ard 12 again to finish up all the wrk. haiz.
byebye

aLoy