me'& you
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
「 ride it on 11:05 PM 」

What the fuck man!!!!!!!!!things really hasnt been going my way.....i have things breaking down on me....whenever i try to do smth, the muthafucking thing starts to spoil...money has been another issue...its been slipping out of my hands like water...school is also beginning to SUCK....so much wrk to do...it feels like its never ending....did i really make the right choice in coming to JC?????FUCK....WTH....no turning back...its been a really bad start of a week...hope it ends soon enuff...i need time by myself...i need to think...i need to plan...FUCK ITTTTTT!!!!!!! IF someone out there is playing a joke on me or smth...it fucking better stop now...my life feels like shit...FUCK!!!!! So many things to do but so little time...damm it....

somepeople tell me to plan my schedule...but i say fuck u...u dun know me...u dunknow what i am feelin rite now..so just back off...u think i am having it easy..hell no!!!!u muthafucking better back off...leave me alone and stop telling me what to do....im changing...im not who i used to be...leave me alone...just leave me alone...you think i dun wanna wrk hard and achieve smth while i am in JC...i really am trying to keep up...im not cut out for this kinda life...im already pushing myself to the limits...dun have anytime left to do the things i want...its all on studying...

yes...maybe smth did turn out rite..scored well for my econs test...did better than i expected..hist tuned out ok too...but chinese...used to like it really much...but now...its feelin all so weird...i cant cope...used to be able to speak it with not much of a problem...writing too..but now...damm...cant even formulate proper wrds in my head...wad the hell is wrong...

i need my own space...i need solitude now...im gonna wack the next muthafucking son of abitch who pisses me off...i dun give a shit what happens next...fuck it!!!! JUST CUT ME SOME SLACK!!!!!!!!!out.........